So, in the next 6 months all of the people I love will be away from me. London, Montreal, Liverpool, Derbyshire. I have no plans. No aspirations. Nothing to hold me, nothing to do. Only habits and debt. The man I love will be here but only so long as his aspirations keep him here. I don't think I can spend 5 years clearing a debt that represents my failure. This is my one life.
What am I to do. Undriven, unmotivated and unsupported. I'm terrified. Help.
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